Books Galore!

I just finished reading Ghostgirl: Homecoming. Well actually that was a few weeks ago. It was great. Unlike the first book it puts you in an unnerving spot for a large portion of the book, but the ending really makes it worth reading. I'm not saying that books should always even out at the end or that a they even need an ending. In this story I feel like the end was befitting and a definite treat.
Last night I was feeling bluer than the cool segment of the color wheel. So, like any non-geek would do, I headed off to Barnes and Noble for a late night book run. I got a book of poems and stories by Edger Allen Poe; my favorite POEt( awful pun defiantly intended). I also bought a manga I read a review about in Otaku U.S.A.. It's called "When They Cry" it's really good so far.
While at B&N I read a lot of other books. I finished a book called "Babymouse Halloween". I'm a sucker for Babymouse books; they are these little graphic novels that are pink and gray. On average they are about one hundred pages long and quite hard to put down. I think that they are made for people much younger than I but I don't really care ^_^. I also read three chapters of Brom Stokers "Dracula". I REALLY WANT TO BUY IT! It wasn't your typical copy of "Dracula" this one had amazingly detailed illustrations and the story is great. I've watched the movie a thousand times and the book, so far, satisfied me further. Later on into the night, I read a book about the human anatomy, that one is probably the book I need most since I'm experimenting with skeletal structure with emphasis on the skull. Too bad my birthday Isn't until friggin APRIL! My mom still doesn't get my whole vampire thing, and I dont expect her to because that would mean I was trying to convert my mom which is just backwards. So until I'm old enough to get another job that has nothing to do with babysitting I'm going to have to watch my mom be weirded out by me as I buy fanged literature with her money.BTW: I did not enjoy the book twilight. Right now I'm Reading "Dead Until Dark" if you've heard of "True Blood" it's what that show was based off of. I wish you a happy day. farewell.

"Under Reacting Under the Catastrophe" a Poem

BLOOD, GUTS, AND CRACKLING BONES!!!!
things that make you go,"Gah! oh God!, oh that is unpleasant!"
Or, if your like me, on a good day," HAHAHAHA! FRAWESOME! Oh thats sweet! mmm!hohoh HA!!!!!"
What if there was no reaction.
What if no one cared.
what if no reactions, WERE the reactions?
and not just to horror movies but to real life situations?

Whats that you say?
you already have no reactions to the horrors of cinema, and the horrors of real life?
to tell you the truth
that's totally normal.
At times things can be so overwhelming that they are incomprehensible.
What it feels like to not care can differ.
Between
triumph, confusion, pain, and anger.
At any rate the most curious matter remains
how does one become so nerve-less at the most morbid of scenes?
how much do you have to go through to reach such a capacity?

Love. Of morbid proportions. Of the morbid variety.

WOO! INCOMPLETE SENTENCES!!!!!


With that being said,... I can move on...?

what or who I love is none of your business. Yes, I did really mean "what". You may- and many people do- think that it is either wrong or Impossible to fall in love with objects, or things. Who and what I love lay next to each other with a border line between them. One side Is immoral, the other is strictly typical love. The object is on the immoral side, naturally. As for the "person" that should be plural, "people" rather. In regards to people it has been four months since I have dedicated my heart fully to one single being. At the moment, I find six people attractive funny and interesting (I use interesting lightly). Honestly though, I cant bring myself to like just one, because none of them are outstanding enough. Right now the object seems to be the winner. It's love, Of morbid proportions and of the morbid variety.

random beliefs, emotions, and phrases for your comprehensive pleasure.

Haha, no I didn't. It's probably wrong to have sex with seahorses, tell that to Lepogtrereseretareferd, he did it. Lovers should always say sorry, it shows comfortability.I think war is barbaric, freakin think about it; we fight to "solve" problems! I like school, most kids hate High school but I love it. Don't push your religion onto others, let them find there own way. I like rainbows, they are the "bows" you put on the sky when the "rain" is done. Love and hate are the same things. "Cat angels".