My random opion

I feel like the worlds view on death needs to be changed. i think if you truly love some one then they never die. I think that souls live and thrive forever unless we kill them off. We think were doing ourselves a favor by forgetting the people who die and living on with our lives. When in reality were showing the insignificance of the people we love. I think the world would be a happier place if people understood that death is really just a separation of the soul from the body. The world isn't so shallow that they literally only love who they love for whats shone and bodily, no matter who you are or how evil you may be in other aspects, every one who loves someone at all, some percentage of that persons soul is part of reasons they are beloved. so if you love someone keep there soul alive in your heart.
~in loving memory of Michael Jackson.~

A Generation of Dead Heathers

About three years ago I watched the movie Heathers for the first time. it was on TV one night and I was about 11. It like, is seriously my most favorite movie of almost all time. Three years later I went to the library and picked up a book called Generation Dead. After reading that i declared that Daniel Waters was my favorite author. I didn't know that Dan also wrote Heathers. I thought it was just some other Daniel Waters.
I went to target yesterday and finally bought Heathers on DVD. When I read the case and saw his name I thought it was some other Daniel waters. Then I had to watch the special features to know for sure that it really was him. When I found out it was I thought to myself "well that explains my whole childhood".
Last night I watched the movie for the first time in a while. I found some things that creeped me out. Like how heather # one said "Did you eat brain tumours for breakfast?" and then the actress who played her died of a brain tumor in 2001. Well that was really the only thing that creeped me out. I wonder if anyone else noticed that. But all together it was a great movie, i give it eighty-eight stars. One big reason why it's awesome is because of the message it gives about suicide, and teens. I really feel like Dan just gets it.

Shiver, Smile, Kiss. (a poem)

its dark and screaming to come out
when it does it loves me unlike the majority of my beloveds
it keeps me a twisted type of company
so twisted i cant help but smile and shiver
i feel cold and grow pale,
but the lose of it is ecstasy
i want to lose it all one day,
to feel extreme cold,
to grow so pale that i look gray,
to feel all the dark warmth fall from me
and shiver, and smile
then kiss the grimmest force of nature.

WHO EFFING MIS-SPELLS "ZOMBIES"?!? well... me of course.

i was triying to draw a zombie comic book cover ( with no intention of writing a comic book) like as a form of art. when i was done with my picture i really liked it. i was satisfied with every thing until i looked at it a second time. "shit" i thought "i wrote zobies instead of zombies" i was really flippin pissed because this wasn't something you could just erase, because if i did i would ruin the whole picture. I'm a little sad but i guess every artist fails at some point in life.




ART FAIL.

Philanthropist or Phsyco?

last night i went crazy and decided to give like 95% of my clothes to the goodwill. kinda because things have been going super shitty for me, I'm hoping karma will kick in. now i have like four t-shirts two sweaters, one winter coat, two skirts, six pairs of pants, and three dresses. the only things i didn't throw away at all were underwear, bras, and shoes. praying this wasn't a senseless act of craziness rather than a charitable choice.

this is a picture i drew one Sunday after church.
its titled SAD DOLL. tell me what you think.
please ignore my toe.

Books Are Like DRUGS For Me

Yesterday i was at Walmart with my rents. My dad said he needed the laptop that night, so i was pouting about a night ahead filled with boredom (I'm not really allowed to do any thing at night so i just surf the web until i find something else to do or until my my yells at me to go to bed) I decided it was about time for me to get a new book. A few days prior to my visit to Walmart i finished " Kiss Of Life" a sequel to "Generation Dead" by Daniel Waters. I have to say that he- in my personal opinion- is The best author i know about that is alive today. He fit issues of politics, prejudice, and religion into this story about love and zombies in a way that's so smooth, rhythmatic, and beautifully striking that reading it is like listening to unique enticing song. the two books i have read by him so far are so realistic that i think if people did start coming back from the dead every thing would be exactly like the book, with, of course, some variations. Oh my giggling turtles! look how OFF track i am! when ever i start talking about literature my fingers go on a typing frenzy. my life semi depends on books, which is the point I'm trying to make. Books are like DRUGS for me, and I'm not going to rehab "no no no!". this addiction started with "Flipped" by Wendelin Van Draanen. this was the Real novel i had ever finished, it was so good i lay awake at night thinking about the ending for months. before "Flipped" i HATED reading with a hot fiery passion i literally never read anything until i turned thirteen. I'm for teen now and since then iv read countless books. i cant go a single month with out reading- at the very least- two books a month. My latest obsession seems to be zombies. Aside from the "Generation Dead" series, I recently read " Your So Undead To Me" by Stacy Jay. I thought it was a great book and Stacy depicted teen romance in such an accurate way. As a continuation of my zombie phase i plan on reading "Pride, Prejudice, And Zombies" by Jane Austen and James Grahame-Smith. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE "Pride and Prejudice" and i LOVE zombie-novels so reading this should be awesome. I'm always changing genres of interests and reading novels of other genres even within a phase of specific genre obsessions(if that makes sense). For example, I'm still in zombie mode but yesterday, when i went to Walmart, I bought "Ghost Girl" by Tonya Hurley. I cant Judge the whole book yet, I'm not very far in, but what I've read so far is pretty good.
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Introduction!!!!!

Waa! First blog! I'm using this as a sort of debutant thing to the world of Internet users. No, its not for all Internet users i don't really want people that hate me to read it unless they are the type of hater that has a genuine reason to hate me that is supportable by examples, facts, and beliefs; people like this can make me become better so they're okay. this is mostly for friends and people wrongfully classified as "random". It isn't really for my family or any one i know super personally, its sort of an introduction to a Me I know that has yet to blossom. I'm starting a NEW life completely that no one but my readers will know about (waa! so exciting for me!), this isn't even my real name. If your savvy you will figure it out (it wasn't randomly chosen). Any who, I will be writing about a variety of things, including: books iv read, music i listen to, places i go, movies i watch, dreams, and opinions. I'm also an unpublished writer, so i might type up short stories (like REALLY short stories) and poems. Hope you enjoy my blog!
BTW: i use allot of nonsensical words so... your warned. O_0